Finding my voice

This morning while in the shower, I had a sacred song flood through my body and it started to come through my voice.

I stood there and let the words and melody come together as I also just listened to every note, every motion, and the beauty it filled me with.

The song was Guru Ram Das Raakho Saran-Ee by Snatam Kaur.

As I listened to myself sing, I was in awe of hearing what was coming through me and it reminded me that I couldn’t sing like this before.

When I was young, I could sing. I would sing in church and school. I would even do solos. I sang and sang everywhere I went.

Then one day it all stopped. My voice changed and I stopped sounding good. The melody was no longer sweet.

I stopped singing.

Then just a couple years ago I got a tuning session and my body asked for the right side of my throat to be worked on.

In Biofield Tuning, the throat chakra represents communication, inspiration, and truth.

The right side of the body is masculine energy and where we find the wounds of speaking by not being heard.

That’s the exact pattern that emerged as my tuner combed the timeline of my life.

It was shown to me that over and over throughout my life I was shut down, unheard, and very very misunderstood.

I was no longer able to sing because of these wounds and was shy to express myself out of fear of being misunderstood.

Again.

As my tuner worked throughout the wounds with the tuning fork, the fear started to subside and I started to see the situations through different eyes. I was no longer scared and could forgive what happened and let it go with love and understanding.

After my session was over, I got in my car to go home and as I turned my car on, Miley Cyrus started belting her song “Wrecking Ball.”

I found myself immediately belting along with her.

Then I hit a high note that I had never been able to hit before.

I was shocked!

In that moment I realized that I had had an energetic barrier that didn’t allow me to sing higher notes. It was like it had been a glass ceiling that I couldn’t see and now it was…

GONE!

The fear of hitting the high notes, really being heard was gone.

Then I cried.

I could sing again.

I was no longer afraid to speak up and be heard.

I had my true voice back.

Then a couple days later I put up a post onto Facebook and all of a sudden I got so much response back from it.

Before this point I rarely got much engagement from my posts and all of sudden I was inundated with responses.

What was happening?!?

Then I remembered my tuning experience and I realized…

Oooooooohhhhhhhh… you call can hear me now!

I was finally being heard and understood and I could see it right before my eyes.

Again, I cried out of sheer gratitude for the gift of no longer having the wounds of the past hold me back.

It’s been going strong like this ever since.

Since then:

-> I’ve stepped into my writing voice

-> I’m not afraid to speak my mind

-> I’m finally heard and seen

-> I can sing again

I’m eternally grateful for the tuning forks and the profound deconditioning and wound harmonizing that they do.

If you’re ready to experience this work for yourself, book a session HERE.